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 beatiful song right?..it's only my opinion ..hihi,

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
Its no problem of mine but its a problem I find
Living a life that I cant leave behind
Theres no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool wont set you free
But thats the way that it goes
And its what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
Im waiting for that final moment
Youll say the words that I cant say

I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way, I just dont know what to say
Why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday
Im not sure what this could mean
I dont think youre what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then wed never see just what were meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
Im waiting for that final moment
Youll say the words that I cant say

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
Im waiting for that final moment
Youll say the words that I cant say

it's almost the end of the month of march when I met'him. I  met him through his friend that is also my friend. On first, when he texted me i act sO' "mataray", it is because I don't really know him.aw,But when he don't stop being kind tO me ..I decided to stop, by that we became really gOOd Friends. That's how we thought at first.

here's the scene,

I am very problematic that time it is bcause of *OnY again..wee, I can' tell anyone about that, but I dont know why I tell it tO him,and he tOld me that.. "eh,hindi pwede na ikaw lang ang mgmamahal'masasaktan ka lang dun'maghanap ka ng iba ung mamahalin ka', by that time I feel so open to him.He's like my old brother. ahaha"*sorry kua joshua*.

I have always want to call him KUYA*, but he don't like,, we always quarrel about that *hahaha,..He said that when if I will call him kuya he will call me ate, I answer ..dUh!eh mas mtanda ka sa aki ..bata pa aku,okay?..then he send a said face, I feel funny that time so I said to him,okay I will not call you kuya but I will call you daddy..he said to me laughing "okay mommy jo*,weirdo..haha

we get used to each other, I feel and I know that he also feel that were not friends anymore, He calls me hon and I call him the same. We get jealous to someone that is being close to us.WAHH! he's getting pathetic when its happening.Well but deep inside im happy when' he's like that because I know but that time that he love me.. HAPPY ME!

He loves caring about me the way that i dOn't see to my first love, I know by that time I'm becoming so unfair because I know that  in a relationship it should be give and take, .But i dont know by that time what to do.He's starting to heal my scars on my hearts by his undying love for me.But the big question is this,how about me what should I do to repay him?!

Joshua Vincent Ong...

Our second week class was so exotic beacuse we have met a lot of other students and teachers.Our room was on second floor,biology room.We wish that our room was the same as our room when we were first year because our room last year was like a paradise.Yeah! Because it was complete the comfort room was near,when we make noise no one could hear us because we are on ground floor.,

But now we are on different room now.A wider but hotter. We are close on different sections. We cannot do what we used to. We needed to be more quiet.And be more proper so that the other section cannot say bad things about us.

Actually my plan was not to go to first day of class today cause I feel sleepy..hahah..but my plan changed because I want to see my classmates NOW!!    ..i miss them a lot especially darlene, joana,shane,larah,krizelle,r.c and bryan.. they are my close friends..

I'm with Rose anne when I go to my school becasue my house and her house is so near with us,that's why we decided that we should go to school together..When we arrive there ...There was so many fresh men..wEeew!!cOOL!!hahah... I sit on the back part of macnificat because im waiting for my friend Darlene..we sit beside Maam tuazon our favorite teacher..But to our shock she would no longer teach us..Because she will teach freshmen..Good for them but bad for us...

All the teachers there was participating and telling what we should do and what we should not...hahah... actually I get sleepy, But when Maam Julia speaks I feel alive..ahahah.. Because maam Julia is so energetic..

To be honest there are a lot of handsome and cute boys from freshmen..hehe..They are more handsome than my classmates..hahahah.....

The Orientation ends at almost 10:30..we go straight at pacific mall because we are going to eat lunch..

We ate our lunch at mCdo..after that we go to national bOOkstore becasue Claudine is going to buy some things...And we play at the elevator ..hahaha ... We are like pre school... sO nice..hahah

And by 12:30 we Go home...

aNd that's the end...haha